Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Vijen,250595,Singlevj_murderer@hotmail.com - Facebook,MSN,Friendster,Tagged I felt that night, on the stage, incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming? Tagboard
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Need you now Hey. At bedok now. Just finished working. Tired tired. Gonna meet up with Sabrina later. Wee. Now she's swimming at WWW. Tsk, having fun then nvr reply my msg. =( Anyways, went out with Khairen yesterday. He bought a cap for me at Australia. Haha thanks fcker. And I didnt get him anything at Manila.. Some friend huh? FML. Ugh I maybe moving on but its hard. Well, I hope she's happy now. But I just want to go out with her then I wont bother her anymore. Just once.. Sigh. Alright guys, gonna meet up with SABRINA. (Y) Bye. Labels: With you Tuesday, June 8, 2010
She's got a Boyfriend now. Hey guys. Manila trip was a blast. Went with my mom. Stayed at The Shangrila Hotel. Got my own room to myself. 1910. My mom 1908. 1st thing I did when I reached my room, jumped on my bed. Haha thats what I like always do when I go to a hotel room. Saw Vodka's and Whisky on the shelter, wtv it is. But I didnt drink it. Cos must pay. If Dont need, it'll be gone. =0 I did lots of shopping, and eating!! My mom, went to do her own shopping. I went to the arcade and bought stuffs from topman. Also bought a necklace. Hehe. The Hotel service there was a bomb. The food, excellent. Its probrably the best Hotel I stayed in. Singapore's Shangrila, no difference. And oh, Manila has girls. Haha. Lots of em. =D. I wanna go back there!! Haha. I enjoyed myself. Uploaded pictures in Facebook. Alright, I think I wanna go out soon. Bye. Labels: Its hard ok.. Sunday, May 30, 2010
Jolly Shandy. Hey hey!! Just finished working. Hahaha whole day working. Tired tired. Bought 2 PSP Games, The Con and the Prince of Persia. Too bad my Psp is at the other house. Fuck. Cant wait to play it. Going back to my other house later. Weee can upload pics with my other com. This comp sucks. And oh, I wanna apologize to someone. You know who you are aite. Im really sorry. Next thing, when I was going back, I went to 7-11. I was browsing through the beer section. Wondering if I could buy Baron(Which actually I couldn't obviously) Then I came across this drink, Jolly Shandy. Its weird cos I saw this drink on a bus ad before. I was wondering what its doing in the beer section so I took it and paid. Its $1.20. Cheap huh? I tried the drink and I was like wtf, its beer. Mix with lemon. Theirs other flavours but I took this one. Wow its a product from Carlsberg. (Y). But its only 0.5%. Not even enough to make a nerd drunk. Ugh. But still, I like it now. Gonna buy 3 later. Cheers. Alright, I dont know what to post about anymore. Bye!! Labels: The Diary of Jane. Saturday, May 29, 2010
Hero Heroine. Hello. 2nd post. Today was a great day. Hahaha. Been really busy working. Giving out flyers and all. Not that easy eh. At around 5, went out to Parkway and meet Aliff and Saimee. Haha Aliff little brother damn short sia. I cant believe he's pri 6? Walked walked around inside and saw Annaqah and Ira. Wow, Annaqah cute jerh. Heard she's Bani's and Aliff's ex. Hahah but they didnt last long. She playgirl seh. Tsk. Aliff asked me if I want her, but nah. I dont like this type of Girl. Went to Banquet and eat. Then headed to timezone. That was where we bump into Khairen and his parents. Whoo, what a coincidence. We went outside and Aliff said he got 9 movie tickets. Only for Suntec. I couldn't go so we decided to watch on Monday then. At around 7, we all went back. Took bus 31 to bedok. I really hate it. Its like a long bus ride. =( Sigh, im missing baby. Even though we used to argue its alright, my boo. I love you. Hope to meet up with you soon. And yeah, I want that slap of yours. I really deserve it. Im really sorry. I know your disppointed in me for giving up last night. But let bygones be bygones now aite. <3 Alright, what a long post. Haha. Will be sleeping late today. Really active dont know why. I just hope I wont cry to sleep like last night. =( Bye. Labels: You caught me off guard. Watching the one you love, love someone else. Hi Just woke up. Slept at 4.00am last night. Sigh, so many things happened with me and baby. I just dont know why we cant stop fighting. I was almost letting her go but I just cant. I dont want to. There is one emotion im really fighting now. Its jealousy. I nvr really experience it in my relationship with her until that very day, the last day of camp. I just dont get why she's suddenly like in to him. Im not really sure if she likes him but this is what many people, even I, thinks. There is a thing that I could give her, If she wants to be with someone rather than me, then might as well let her go. The Hardest thing ever is watching the one you love, love someone else. Its something like that. I know their cousins and all but she just doesn't see the way I see it. Im not gonna be stupid and make her Jealous in return. Sigh our relationship isn't going smoothly. I'll just pray that everything will be fixed. Baby, I do love you. Sorry. Labels: Jealousy. Friday, May 28, 2010
You changed. Hey. That Aini Bani want me to post. So i'll just post then. Idk why im so fcking angry today. From yesterday sia. Its the holidays but Im not happy? Fucking bullshit. Anyways, there's another thing im angry about. Im gonna fucking move house to Bedok. Fuck. I hate Bedok side boyz. Gonna miss my Mats, Ziq, Affiq, Fifi, Zul and my Minah, Nafeela <3 my best friend. Will meet up soon kay? Well at least there's quite alot of buses to go to sch. Ugh maybe i'll be transfering to Bedok View. Fck. Ok next thing, I dyed my hair. Weee. Brown colour. Love it. Hahah. Now, im missing cambodia. I just cant remember that night, 1st floor with... ;D I was hoping that moment would nvr end but sigh, it has to. Tmr maybe going out with Aliff, with That Syafiqah girl and the other one idk. He said one for me and one for him, tsk. Im attached u dickhead. I'll give u the other one kay. Haha. And Aliff, u got taste in girls. Hot la hot la. Alright I wanna write on my iPod diary. Hahaha the "Notes" Its very personal. Very very personal. LOL. K Bye. Labels: I love your lips. Saturday, May 22, 2010
Back bitches k I know I didnt blog for a long time, wait a very long time. Hahaha. The reason was becos I forgot my password then I realized it was the same as my Facebook password. FML. Going to school later. Then on Sunday Morning at 4.00am, off to the airport. Going to CAMBODIA. Great. 5 days 4nights. Ugh wont be celebrating my Birthday here in Singapore. 3 more days. Texted baby but she didin't reply. Sad. Went out to buy some stuffs for the camp. My partner is Ashraf. Fck. Nvm, will be disturbing him when he's asleep. Alright gotta go, miss me guys!! Haha. Labels: Baby fix me. |
But baby, where they knock you down and out
Is where you oughta stay |